Inter Area Comp.

Yesterday, went to support Area 9 at HTA for the Inter-Area Project Competition Finals. Me, Xi Ya, Khairul and Jerlyn went to Changkat Changi Secondary to gather with the other supporters from Area 9. wahaha, saw Jun Hao :) after changing into Full-u, we were sweating like siao! Jing Wen, Yong Bin, Shirin, Jian Li, Wei Qi and syafiq went too !! haha! was smsing with Jun Hao in the bus XD it was kinda funny cause we were in the SAME bus :D

After we reached HTA, we had to march to the Harmony Hall. My finger was breaking!! Heavy heavy heavy~ when we berhenti in front of the Harmony Hall, Sir Steven was standing there. with his camera. He was about to take photo when we were commanded to turn XD went in in 3 rows. Sat on the 3rd row. Next to Jerlyn.

hahaha, guess what?? Jun Hao suddenly turn and smile at me, pointing to his front. GARY!! wahaha, saw Gary, Gim Long, Esther. We had a OEV shot. Yeah, then crap with Sir Steven... blahblahblah......

After the whole thing, we changed into PT Kit. But i changed into class tee and school skirt. Had to wait for the bus for a long long time... Can't believe that it was so quiet.....

FML

I hate everything now... all screwed. Nothing is going smoothly. Nothing makes me happy. Other than some special people who understand me, comfort me, listen to me, make me happier. I'm living because of them... Things after things... First this, now that. Argh, is this endless ?! All I need is a pair of listening ears, a strong shoulder and back to lean on... Who is willing to lend me? I doubt so anybody will be willing to be my firm stand...
I hate life now. I hope I am blind and deaf... So that i won't see or hear anything that i doesn't want to know. I want to go to somewhere faraway... So that I won't have any problems to worry about. I feel so unloved. So insecure.....

Tears came flowing down....