Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Christmas Outing!

wee ~! Back from tm ! Went Seoul Garden with Elyana , Pris , Pat , Bob the builder - Yi Qi , Calvin , Nic , Zhan Wui and Edmund (:
Saw Jun Hao (: hahaha , had a fun time with them :D Love them lots ! I LOVE YOU GUYS !

Oh and special thanks to ELYANA <3 for cheering me up :D

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Onew !

ohmygawd ! ! ! Thanks to el , i 'm kinda in love with Onew now ! ! He 's so cute ! ! ! kinda fits my Mr Right (: hawt hawt hawt ! ! !

went Ikea with el yesterday ~ end up shopping xx FUN ~! ONEW ~~ <3

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Meow~

meow ~! LOL ! hahaha ! quite some time since I blogged XD

went CGH just now to visit great grandma . Saw Bryan didi (: went to celebrate ahyi's birthday after that (: OREO CHEESECAKE ! <3

My cute little cousins are just so awesome ! Love them lots <3
hahaha , not forgetting my big mature cousins too <3

bored at home ! Just bought my books for next year (: And guess what ?? I'm taking art !?!? Like seriously ~ sigh , nevermind , I have Elyana with me (: yay ! will be in the same class as Pris dar <3

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

AH !

AHH ! Why am I so confused ?? I don't understand myself . AT ALL .
I tried to forget . Yes , it works . But not permanent . I just can't bring myself to a conclusion . WHY ? Why is it so hard to forget ? The feeling is back . The feeling that I never enjoyed ~

When I saw you , I felt my heart thumping . I was scared and I didn't know what to do . I turned and look at you . My heartbeat went faster . . . i didn't know what to do . As you look into my eyes , I got shocked ! The feeling was . . . Nice ? But I know I can't . He is not the one that can give me the secure , the love that i need . I turned away . I thought maybe it will only last only a while . But when we're stuck together , just the two of us , I became to worry . I don't know what to do . I can't look up . Just simply because I'm afraid I will look into your eyes . That fear that I never had . . .

When I accidentally hold your hand , I went blank ! I didn't realised that I did that , until the next day . How dumb I was . The feeling was nice but it will hurt . sigh :(

Monday, November 22, 2010

Holidays ~

tsk tsk . I've not been updating at all :X Well , i shall update what i remember now (:

28 Oct - 30 Oct :
COUNCIL CAMP !
FUN FUN FUN <3

31 October :
Halloween ! This year was my first year spending it . And I spent it with ......
PRISCILLA , PATRICIA , ELYANA , XI YA , CALVIN , NICHOLAS , ZHAN WUI AND EDMUND . hahaha , kinda like NP gathering uh ? XD
The girls came earlier to help to set up the decorations . After setting up , we watched 'The Day After Tomorrow ' while waiting for the boys to come .
At around 1 , the boys came . And we had a water welcome for them (: We prepared water guns and when they arrived , we hid . Calvin was like calling for us xx When we went to the door , i hide behind the door and SPRAY ! shiok ~

The boys played with cards while we complete watching the show . We watched ' Alvin And The Chipmunks 2 ' and had lunch - KFC ! YUMMY!
Follow by monopoly game .
After that we bought water bombs and had a water war ! And played ball game with the pinata (: Me , Calvin , Zhan Wui and Nicholas went to look for Edmund with WATER GUNS . HEEHEE :>
At 7+ pm , the boys had to leave for soccer with the sirs . Elyana went home too . Me and Xi Ya stayed overnight at pris house cause next day we had Cadet Leaders Course .

Played monopoly deal till 12 + am xx FUN !

1st Nov - 3rd Nov :
CADET LEADERS COURSE !

6 Nov :
Went for Children Walk . Saw Fighting Spiders the actors and actresses . oh and Mrs SR Nathan . went shopping with pris , el and Ya after that .

9 Nov - 12 Nov :
came back to school for Open House Prep .

10 Nov :
Hildan Sparks rehearsal .

11 Nov :
Hildan Sparks !

13 Nov :
OPEN HOUSE !

!2 Nov :
Me, HJ , ME and Faith went for Class Chalet together in the evening . zzz , only the 4 of us there xx but we had fun talking and bbqing with Mr Chacko and Mr Shahril (:

13 Nov :
We went chalet again after Open House (: More people went (: Played chubby bunnny :D

18 Nov :
OEV BBQ gathering at ECP !
Met up with Jun Hao at Bedok MRT while Shirin is still at Tampines Interchange . Talk talk with him while waiting (: Went into the train that Shirin is on . She is at the last few cabin while me and Jun Hao were at the first few cabin . We wanted to meet at the middle cabin but it was too crowded . So we met outside at Paya Leabar instead .
Had a fun time spent with the peeps ! Miss them lots <3
Met up with da jie at downtown after the whole thing . around 11+pm .

19 Nov :
went to Bev's house to celebrate daddy and kaka eddie's birthday ! BBQ AGAIN !

20 Nov :
Went for bev's choir concert .


Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Listening ears . . .

All i need is a pair of listening ears . Someone that is willing to sit down and listen to me , give me advice , comfort me . That is all i need . But it seems really hard . Problems after problems .

I just don't understand a guy's thinking . When they claim that they like / love you , they do everything to make you happy . They make you feel like you belong to them . And when time pass by , when you unknowingly fell in love with him . He changed . He 's no longer the same guy that you knew . He ignores you , well , maybe talk to you when they feel like , but dump you aside after that .

I just hate that feeling . Betray . Why ? Are all the guys the same ? Well , i know there are some who won't and I really want to thank them . But i just don't understand . Is this natural for guys to be like this ? I really don't dare to love . I've enough of being betrayed , left alone . . . I won't be dumb and believe every guy now . I won't .

Guys , are not my everything . The past , present and future . They will never be my everything .

I won't love anymore , Until the right guy unlocks that lock in my heart . . .

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

2J '10

At the start of 2010, i wasn't really pleased with my new class, 2J. Because we were the first batch to try out the streaming classes at sec 2. Many were upset. Like me.

But as time passed by, i slowly got used to new level, new classroom, new teachers, new classmates. From the 2nd level, we moved up to the 4th level, which was super tiring. But we got used to it now :) We were also the only batch who get to use the air-conned classrooms for 2 years :)

Me, as the class chairman of 2J, was quite irritated by the peeps at times. Because they always get me into trouble. But... that was the start of the year :)

Now, at the end of year, i really really don't bear to leave 2J. Together, we won competitions, 'bully' teachers, went for trips, gatherings... And just, together, 28 of us, won 1st for Sec 2 Inter- Class Games 2010. Even though we got 4th for soccer, 3rd for volleyball and 1st for captain ball. All this, proves how united 2J are :)

I was really happy to see majority of us attending Saturday's outing to Settlers Cafe with Mr Shahril. And I'm sure all of us had lots of fun together. Yes, we might dislike some people in class, but still all of us put together equals to 2J'10.

I want to thank all 2J peeps, Adeline, Dina, Jaaishini, Joey, Khalysha, Lavette, Min En, Mandy, Sabrina, Hui Jun, Faith, Seraphina, Grace, Deborah, Byran, Chester, Bao Wei, Dinesh, Jon, Kenneth Xu, Xin Wei, Kenneth Ma, Nathan, Calvin, Say Kiat, Eric and Clarence! And I want to say,

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

2J'10 rocks forever!!

Special Thanks to our teachers!
We love you too! and we're sorry for upsetting you. But deep in our hearts, we really love and appreciate what you all have done for us. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!

Form Teacher, Literature Teacher - Mr Cherry Chacko
Co Form Teacher -Mdm Tan Ming Ngo
English Teacher - Mr Shahril, Ms Nadiah
Mathematics Teacher - Mdm Bernice Low
Science Chemistry Teacher - Mr Lai KK, Mrs Goh LF
Science Physics Teacher - Mrs Goh LF, Ms Suhaila
Science Biology Teacher - Ms Winnie Goh, Ms Sahrifa
Geography Teacher - Mr Wesley Wee
History Teacher - Ms Gwen Ho
PE Teacher - Mr Richard Lian
Art Teacher - Ms Munirah, Ms June
Respective HCL, CL, ML, TL teachers too :)







Monday, October 25, 2010

世界上最远的距离是当你在我身边,但我却不知道我其实那么的爱你。
When I consider Your heavens,
the work of your fingers,
the moon and stars,
I wonder what you ever saw in me.
But you took me and you love me.
You have given me a crown and I'll praise your name eternally.

Amen.

Friday, October 22, 2010

:)

I've learnt that it was just a simple crush. Therefore, i got over you easily. Whereas for ....... , it took months for me to got over you. Still, you're no longer mine. I hope you will be happy k :) Though we can't be together, we're still friends k :) All the best for O'levels!

weee~! Happy over a cute sms :) So sweet! okay, yesterday had PYA with the sec 3s. stupid, i was supposed to be in Group 2, with Pris and those closer sec 3s. Then stupid guy, changed me to group 3, where i'm the only sec 2, only girl. And I wasn't close with the seniors in group 3 :(

Heard from Nic that it was pretty obvious that I'm upset, angry :P OppS! But seriously, it's like the others all allow me to remain in group 2, yet he was the only one who said i had to go group 3.
STUPID :(

After PYA, me, pris and el went Mac for ice cream :) On the way there, there was a traffic light, we were about to cross when a car appeared. We jerked and i guess our face were pretty unglam xx At Mac, Nic sms me telling me that the car was his father's and he was IN IT! OMG!!!!!!

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!