Changes...

looking back... life changed. a lot.

13 years 355 days had passed. Every year different things happen.
As i was talking to my great grandmother yesterday, i felt that life... isnt going to be as smoothly as you hope it will. As you grow older, illness slowly gets in, loved ones will start leaving you. She looked really weak.
She reminds me of my late grandfather, whom really dotes me alot. I really miss him... REALLY.
I'll never forget how he looks like, how much he dotes us. He's really a wonderful grandfather whom never fail to make us laugh whenever we visit them at Ang Mo Kio. Somehow, it's been 4 years since he left us. I'll never forget how sad ahma, mummy, uncles, aunties, cousins were at his funeral... Teary eyes, sad face... That's all i see from their faces.
10 years with him. 10 years of memories with him. 10 years. 10 years only. This is not enough. Why must the people that i really love leave me?? one by one... sigh, tired of all these...