Singaporeans

Okay, today i found out that actually Singaporeans are pretty considerate (: quite a surprised huh? Was on the way to Tampines Interchange to meet up with Da Jie. At a particular bus stop, after the passengers boarded the bus, as the driver was about to shut the door, an old auntie stopped him. At first, I thought he will ignore her and just shut the door in the face. But... The driver didn't. The auntie was asking him in broken sentences. He slowly figured out and answered her politely. I was amazed!

An middle-aged lady gave up her seat to the auntie. How nice (: I'm just so proud to be a SINGAPOREAN [:

new blogskin !

RAWR! weee~! changed blogskin [: all looks beautiful. but still... I've to make a choice.

missing him :P

aiya, don't know why. But I kept dreaming of you recently XD

I miss you, whitee monkey~!

LOL! don't know why. I always have this weird, special feeling whenever I see, sms, talk to you. This feeling. Is the same. and the last time I felt it was 26 January. Long ago~ But why? I don't know. Okay, I don't want to irritate nor disturb you. I will endure. Endure for 2-3 weeks. I'm afraid of being abandoned again :( Will you be the type that will just push me aside, without knowing how hurt I will feel??

my love :)

Had lots of fun with my darling, Pris today :) We talked about ..... Like we shared about our thoughts and problems. You know, it's been rather some time since we talked like this :) We even made a pact :D

With her, I am able to face obstacles and overcome them. Together with her. My twin :)

:(

I'm tired. Tired of all this. Why? Why is it so hard to find someone who truly love, appreciate, care for you? After many many talkings with Elyana, I finally let go of the past, finally watch him love the other girl. Even though it hurts, I bear the pain and look away. I tried to forcus on some other things that will make me happier. Something that will make me forget of all my pain.

“You can’t keep on loving him after he dumped you and hurt you. It just doesn’t make sense at all. Just concentrate on another guy. Delete your memories with him, one by one.”
This is what I told Elyana during one of our Boys-problems talk.

I said that to her but I myself just didn't do what I've said as an advice to her. I hate it.

And finally, I met someone else. I thought he won't be that bad compared to *blah. I enjoyed my time with him. As a friend. A close best friend. Slowly, as the time passed, I fell in love with him... Which I never expected -.- But I didn't dare to tell him. I was afraid. I was afraid of being rejected. The feeling that I had, a couple months back.

But he hurt me with a sentence. I know. He's a direct guy. Maybe he didn't mean it? I don't know... I don't dare to contact him now. But I will slowly overcome this and move on.
I miss you.

randoms XD

my week (:

weee~~! I've decided to blog once every week. Maybe on a Friday or Saturday (:

TUESDAY
Mr Shahril still not in school. EL lessons are always noisy XD Faith came to school with a right hand, index finger bandaged. hahaha, was disturbing Nathan with that. Told him to treat Faith to lunch, do her homework.... etc.

WEDNESDAY
nothing much happened. yeah. Mr Shahril still not back in school... Pris phone got confiscated by Ms Suhaila. for a while only :) Stayed back after school to discuss for History skit. wa, our group leader, Ken nerd shoe damn zai ! Have been writing the skit ever since recess over. After school still writing. After school, helped him a little lar. Sian, used 2G class cause volleyball boys using our class for self study. Me and Faith went down to get some food. Helped Ken nerd shoe to get chicken burger too.

When we came up, Nutdan asked me to go down and helped him buy. hahaha, Faith keep mocking me :( hahahaha!! I realised that i left my books under my table. At first, me, faith and khalysha went. But from outside, we saw the boys doing push ups. So we didn't dare to enter. Went back and asked Ken nerd shoe to help us.

Ken: why you don't dare go in?
Me: cause ..... Because they all look like tiger. *RAWR*
Ken stared at me and burst into laughter and ran back into the class.

we went back to class.
Me: eh... You never helped me then come back liao.
ken can't stop laughing.

Just nice, heard Nutdan. Stopped him and asked him to help us :D yay, he did :D cleared my table :)
Rehearsal for the skit. I was ultra hyper XD making everybody laugh XD

THURSDAY
Ken nerd shoe saw me and started laughing again XD AT bored bored. But the game was quite fun :D grouped with HJ, Dina, XW and Nutdan. went out with XM after school to get Bev's present.

FRIDAY
Couldn't go for NP because of HCL. what more we'll be getting back our ranks, sana and silver total defence badges :( damn sad. Went to Chung Cheng High for Lantern Festival. Quite fun. Did some cool games :)

SATURDAY
went to Teo Heng for KTV. quite fun. sand from 7pm to 11pm. whoots :D

A new term...

Term 3 is officially over and term 4 just took over :)

The daily routine took place again today. Pris was early :) While waiting for Nad to come, Elyana came. haha, miss her you know. Didn't see her for so long le :( Returned me my 5 bucks cause she's rich le XD At around 7.30, we decided to go in school first.

In class, group 7 was rehearsing their skit. Chester's finger was bleeding, gave him a plaster :) Then everybody started to chiong Maths homework. Chiong, chiong, chiong~ Suddenly, Faith asked, "Xi Jia, today no need go down for assembly ar?"

Then we realised that most of the classes were empty. So I told everybody to go down. Sian, reached canteen that time Mr Chia said, "Stop moving. Let's begin."

Wa, the crowd behind me was large. Luckily Mr chia allowed us to return to our class because the bell didn't ring :) History was okay okay. Love the current topic :D

Maths, Mdm Low didnt come!! The relieve teacher damn good, let us have fun :) me, HJ, ME, Sab, Deb, Faith, Byran and Nathan were planning the next cycling outing! decided to stay overnight at Faith's house during marking days :) can't wait!!

PE, went out of school to play basketball. Fun! While jogging back to school, it started drizzling. sigh, tempted to go cycling :P

D&T, walked under the rain :) Did key chains. Exchanged jobs with Nathan again :) He help me draw, I help him file :) It was quite boring but still entertaining lar XD

Science, BIO! wahaha!! Exciting lesson of the day :)

AT, didn't understand Mr Noah's accent at all XD had game with TSK, Nathan and HJ.

After school, went KFC with Xi Ya. stupid, Xi Ya spilled pepsi on me :(

My day out with Xi Ya :)

Yesterday went TM with Xi Ya. Was at home using com until 5pm. Yup, went Yi Ma's house to get Xi Zheng before before going TM. Me and Xi Ya went LJS to have dinner :) While Xi Zheng and daddy went home first. While eating, I saw the triplets, Jun Hao, Jun Wei and Jun Jie. hahaha, but that wasn't my first time seeing them together. But still, it's kinda cool :D

After eating, we went around shopping. At around 9.30pm, called Xi Min. She just finished watching 'Vampires Suck' with Hui Ting. Went up to arcade to look for her. On the way up, saw the triplets again! This time, I said HELLO :D hahaha!! so cute :D

Waited for daddy to come. When daddy came, me, Xi Ya and Xi Min ran towards the car and was trying to snatch for the next-to-driver's seat. Everybody was looking at us XD I reached there first, but Xi Min pushed me away :(

Reached home, bathed and helped to hang up the clothes :D

♥

Suddenly, I miss you ♥

A sudden urge to see you.

My 1 week holiday :)

hohoho!! normally, a week seems to pass by so slow. But for this week, a 1 week school holiday, time pass by so fast that I thought yesterday was the start of the holiday -.- hahaha! Okay, I should share with you all what I did for the past 6 days :)


SATURDAY(Start of holiday)
went out with Xi Min to Bugis. She had to meet up with the seller to collect the stuffs she bought from blogshop. Yeah, being the outdoor type of girl, I chose to go out with her :) The girl charged her 12 bucks for 2 necklaces - 1 is like a mouth recorder. You get to 'create' music by blowing into different holes. The other 1 is the star necklaces. If you watch 'You're Beautiful', you will know what I mean :) Xi Min gave her a 50 bucks. Well, that girl had only 10 bucks notes with her. So she charged Xi Min 10 bucks only. SO GOOD!!

After that, went Bugis to walk walk. We decided to test out new nail polish colours. I was super suey! This woman standing next to me dropped a white bottle of nail polish. GREAT!! I wasn't wearing shorts that day. I was wearing JEANS!! Yup, it landed on my jeans. Not a lot, not a little. Well, I was so shocked to react that I just stood there, with my mouth opened and staring at my jeans. I grabbed a piece of cotton and started to rub off the stains. At the same time, the 'TRY ME' nail polish remover was used up. That woman took a piece of cotton and helped me too. She kept saying, "Oh dear, I'm so sorry! Sorry!" again and again. Well, since it wasn't on purpose, I smiled and answered, "It's okay. Really."

Even though we couldn't clean away the stains, it somehow looks like a design on the jeans. Xi Min kept filling her fingers with all kind of colours powder and rub it on my face, arm, back. haha! I took revenge by doing the same :P

Went to Watsons to get plasters :) Saw disney princesses, Mickey and Minnie and Animals. We decided on the animals one. Xi Min used 1, a blue dragon one, to cover the pimple on her neck. LOL!

After those walking around in heels, we stopped at a Japanese Restaurant. hahaha, the both of us were in the mood for a buffet. Wanted to have Seoul Garden. But weekend price is really, OMG. Yup, so we stopped at this Japanese Restaurant for buffet :) We had 60 mins to eat. The food was okay. But the deserts were NICE :)

Was really bloated after that!! Went to Kinokumiya. hahaha! if you know me, yup, I'm not a lover of books. No, should be a huge lover of books. I just read books when I feel like :) We came across this book for love and the 'story' was .... FUNNY. It was so funny that I can't help but laugh out XD yeah, but it's kinda NC16.

Took a long bus journey back :) Well, it was around 7pm when we reached Tampines. I told Xi Min that nobody will be home. She didn't believe. So we went back home and ..... THERE WAS NOBODY AT HOME. We didn't have keys with us either. So we had to sit outside the house and wait. We started singing and Xi Min helped me to put nail polish :) Finally, daddy and Xi Zheng were home. Was really tired... But I still have that energy to use computer :D

SUNDAY
It was like usual. Going to Ah Ma's house, playing with cousins :)

MONDAY
yay, was able to wake up late :D Mummy, Xi Ya and Xi Zheng went to White Sands. I didn't tag along as I was going to meet up with Hui Jun, Faith and some other peeps for 4h of cycling. So I was left alone in the house. With Xi Min. We decided to order Mc Donald for lunch. Yum!!

Started to make my way to Sun Plaza Park. Joey, Mandy, Faith, Hui Jun, Deborah, Seraphina, Sabrina, Min En and Clarence were there already. Kenneth Ma came soon after that. We waited for Byran but he didn't appear. So we went cycling without him :) I was doubling with Hui Jun. It was my first time doubling. It was rather scary... But fun :D me and Hui Jun had a lot of fun time together :)

Got really addicted to Hui Jun's geek specs that I wore it throughout the day :P Our plan was to cycle to Pasir Ris Park. But we didn't achieve that because there were many problems along the way.

1) Joey and Mandy couldn't double one another.
So Clarence and Joey double instead.
2) Min En, Sab, Min En, Deb, Joey, Mandy and Clarence were really slow.
Me, Faith, Kenneth Ma, Seraphina stopped to have a break while waiting for the others to come.
3) Sab fell down.
Clarence went in a double bike to bring sab over.
4) Sab used her own rollar blades. Since she fell, she could not rollar blade anymore. Those that can fit into her blades don't know how to rollar blade. Those that cannot fit into her blades, know how to rollar blade. So someone has to share.
So it was kinda complicated. We started to change roles.
5) Rain.
We still cycle under the rain. But decided to stop at Downtown East. I injured my toe on the way :(

When the rain was lighter, we cycled back to Sun Plaza. Kenneth Ma pushed me around in a Cold Storage Trolley :) It was fun. But Kenneth Ma and Clarence were so mean. They pushed me around, causing me to scream and shout as I thought I will fall into the big drains :P

After returning the bikes, me, faith, Min En, HJ, Sab, Deb and Kenneth Ma decided to go to Seraphina's house. So that Sab can clean up her wound. Her house is very beautiful !! After Seraphina's mum helped to clean up Sab's injured knees, we make our way to T1. In the lift, HJ was trying to 'rape' me and 'kiss' me -.- kena scolding from uncle XD

me and HJ kept disturbing Faith and Kenneth Ma :P Went T1 to eat. After eating, we went to visit Byran's gf at TIMES :D Then we went to TM and got friendship bands :) but before that, sab and deb went home le. So left me, faith, Min En, HJ and Kenneth Ma. After putting on the band, we went to the arcade to take NEOPRINTS :D drag Kenneth Ma along :) 10 + pm le. Daddy came to pick me up :) bought Mr Bean Ice Cream before going home. Tired day.

TUESDAY
woke up rather late as I slept at 12 plus the day before. Went to TM with Xi Ya and Zheng to meet up with Mummy. Mummy treated us to Swenses :) yummy yum :) had eating, we went to NTUC to get Hari Raya gifts for our neighbour. So heavy!! At around 4, I went to bathe and change. Got ready to go out. Was going for the 'Fried Rice Paradise'. Sir Rayyan has tickets. So me and pris went :) we went to Esplanade. Stopped at Suntec to have our early dinner. Then it was reaching 7, so we started to walk to the esplanade.


I thought only Don Chia, Rico and Sir Boon Hui going. I was like WTH, when i saw the crowd of people there. Don Cheng, Gwen, Joey, Lucius, Jeryl, Sir Rayyan and his girlfriend. Me and Pris were amazed! But there were more. Soon, Sir Zaki, Sir Jeremy and Sir Boon Hui came. Then Don, Rico, Ellery and Jeremiah. A lot people right o.O Crap, forgot that the esplanade doesn't have reception :( cannot sms!

After the show, we took some photos and Sir rayyan said that Rico and gang had to send us home. At least to Tampines MRT. It was 11 + when the show ended. We were discussing if we should have supper. But pris wants to go home. So okay lorh. Bought Mc Donald and Daddy came to pick me up again :)

Xi Min and Ya were watching dvd when I got home. Bathed and watched with them :) but I can't help but fell asleep :P

WEDNESDAY
so guai, never go out leh :) stayed at home and did some of my holiday assignments :)

THURSDAY(TODAY)
wake up at 7.45am. Mummy bringing us to Mc Donald to have breakfast. So nice :) Got home and got ready to go out for History project. Met up with Calvin opposite school. Xin Wei came soon and the 3 of us started to discuss first. When we're done with the discussions, Faith arrived. Calvin told her 2 sentences and full stop. The 4 of us started to chat. Cause kenneth ma on the way. When he finally came, Calvin told him 2 sentences and said, "Okay, can go liao."
Kenneth was like .... WTF!

talk and talk and talk. went to Mc Donald to get some ice cream :) Faith contact HJ. So..... we went cycling again :) this time only me, faith, HJ and Kenneth ma. We cycled 2h only. But we managed to cycle all the way to Pasir Ris Park :) After cycling, we went to T1. Me and HJ ran away, leaving Faith and Kenneth Ma alone. we went to cold storage and hide. But they caught us :( went home after that :)

Now blogging and playing FB Millionaire City since Marc Marc told me to :)

Inter Area Comp.

Yesterday, went to support Area 9 at HTA for the Inter-Area Project Competition Finals. Me, Xi Ya, Khairul and Jerlyn went to Changkat Changi Secondary to gather with the other supporters from Area 9. wahaha, saw Jun Hao :) after changing into Full-u, we were sweating like siao! Jing Wen, Yong Bin, Shirin, Jian Li, Wei Qi and syafiq went too !! haha! was smsing with Jun Hao in the bus XD it was kinda funny cause we were in the SAME bus :D

After we reached HTA, we had to march to the Harmony Hall. My finger was breaking!! Heavy heavy heavy~ when we berhenti in front of the Harmony Hall, Sir Steven was standing there. with his camera. He was about to take photo when we were commanded to turn XD went in in 3 rows. Sat on the 3rd row. Next to Jerlyn.

hahaha, guess what?? Jun Hao suddenly turn and smile at me, pointing to his front. GARY!! wahaha, saw Gary, Gim Long, Esther. We had a OEV shot. Yeah, then crap with Sir Steven... blahblahblah......

After the whole thing, we changed into PT Kit. But i changed into class tee and school skirt. Had to wait for the bus for a long long time... Can't believe that it was so quiet.....

FML

I hate everything now... all screwed. Nothing is going smoothly. Nothing makes me happy. Other than some special people who understand me, comfort me, listen to me, make me happier. I'm living because of them... Things after things... First this, now that. Argh, is this endless ?! All I need is a pair of listening ears, a strong shoulder and back to lean on... Who is willing to lend me? I doubt so anybody will be willing to be my firm stand...
I hate life now. I hope I am blind and deaf... So that i won't see or hear anything that i doesn't want to know. I want to go to somewhere faraway... So that I won't have any problems to worry about. I feel so unloved. So insecure.....

Tears came flowing down....