Christmas Outing!

wee ~! Back from tm ! Went Seoul Garden with Elyana , Pris , Pat , Bob the builder - Yi Qi , Calvin , Nic , Zhan Wui and Edmund (:
Saw Jun Hao (: hahaha , had a fun time with them :D Love them lots ! I LOVE YOU GUYS !

Oh and special thanks to ELYANA <3 for cheering me up :D

Onew !

ohmygawd ! ! ! Thanks to el , i 'm kinda in love with Onew now ! ! He 's so cute ! ! ! kinda fits my Mr Right (: hawt hawt hawt ! ! !

went Ikea with el yesterday ~ end up shopping xx FUN ~! ONEW ~~ <3

Meow~

meow ~! LOL ! hahaha ! quite some time since I blogged XD

went CGH just now to visit great grandma . Saw Bryan didi (: went to celebrate ahyi's birthday after that (: OREO CHEESECAKE ! <3

My cute little cousins are just so awesome ! Love them lots <3
hahaha , not forgetting my big mature cousins too <3

bored at home ! Just bought my books for next year (: And guess what ?? I'm taking art !?!? Like seriously ~ sigh , nevermind , I have Elyana with me (: yay ! will be in the same class as Pris dar <3

AH !

AHH ! Why am I so confused ?? I don't understand myself . AT ALL .
I tried to forget . Yes , it works . But not permanent . I just can't bring myself to a conclusion . WHY ? Why is it so hard to forget ? The feeling is back . The feeling that I never enjoyed ~

When I saw you , I felt my heart thumping . I was scared and I didn't know what to do . I turned and look at you . My heartbeat went faster . . . i didn't know what to do . As you look into my eyes , I got shocked ! The feeling was . . . Nice ? But I know I can't . He is not the one that can give me the secure , the love that i need . I turned away . I thought maybe it will only last only a while . But when we're stuck together , just the two of us , I became to worry . I don't know what to do . I can't look up . Just simply because I'm afraid I will look into your eyes . That fear that I never had . . .

When I accidentally hold your hand , I went blank ! I didn't realised that I did that , until the next day . How dumb I was . The feeling was nice but it will hurt . sigh :(

Holidays ~

tsk tsk . I've not been updating at all :X Well , i shall update what i remember now (:

28 Oct - 30 Oct :
COUNCIL CAMP !
FUN FUN FUN <3

31 October :
Halloween ! This year was my first year spending it . And I spent it with ......
PRISCILLA , PATRICIA , ELYANA , XI YA , CALVIN , NICHOLAS , ZHAN WUI AND EDMUND . hahaha , kinda like NP gathering uh ? XD
The girls came earlier to help to set up the decorations . After setting up , we watched 'The Day After Tomorrow ' while waiting for the boys to come .
At around 1 , the boys came . And we had a water welcome for them (: We prepared water guns and when they arrived , we hid . Calvin was like calling for us xx When we went to the door , i hide behind the door and SPRAY ! shiok ~

The boys played with cards while we complete watching the show . We watched ' Alvin And The Chipmunks 2 ' and had lunch - KFC ! YUMMY! Follow by monopoly game .
After that we bought water bombs and had a water war ! And played ball game with the pinata (: Me , Calvin , Zhan Wui and Nicholas went to look for Edmund with WATER GUNS . HEEHEE :>
At 7+ pm , the boys had to leave for soccer with the sirs . Elyana went home too . Me and Xi Ya stayed overnight at pris house cause next day we had Cadet Leaders Course .

Played monopoly deal till 12 + am xx FUN !

1st Nov - 3rd Nov :
CADET LEADERS COURSE !

6 Nov :
Went for Children Walk . Saw Fighting Spiders the actors and actresses . oh and Mrs SR Nathan . went shopping with pris , el and Ya after that .

9 Nov - 12 Nov :
came back to school for Open House Prep .

10 Nov :
Hildan Sparks rehearsal .

11 Nov :
Hildan Sparks !

13 Nov :
OPEN HOUSE !

!2 Nov :
Me, HJ , ME and Faith went for Class Chalet together in the evening . zzz , only the 4 of us there xx but we had fun talking and bbqing with Mr Chacko and Mr Shahril (:

13 Nov :
We went chalet again after Open House (: More people went (: Played chubby bunnny :D

18 Nov :
OEV BBQ gathering at ECP !
Met up with Jun Hao at Bedok MRT while Shirin is still at Tampines Interchange . Talk talk with him while waiting (: Went into the train that Shirin is on . She is at the last few cabin while me and Jun Hao were at the first few cabin . We wanted to meet at the middle cabin but it was too crowded . So we met outside at Paya Leabar instead .
Had a fun time spent with the peeps ! Miss them lots <3
Met up with da jie at downtown after the whole thing . around 11+pm .

19 Nov :
went to Bev's house to celebrate daddy and kaka eddie's birthday ! BBQ AGAIN !

20 Nov :
Went for bev's choir concert .

Listening ears . . .

All i need is a pair of listening ears . Someone that is willing to sit down and listen to me , give me advice , comfort me . That is all i need . But it seems really hard . Problems after problems .

I just don't understand a guy's thinking . When they claim that they like / love you , they do everything to make you happy . They make you feel like you belong to them . And when time pass by , when you unknowingly fell in love with him . He changed . He 's no longer the same guy that you knew . He ignores you , well , maybe talk to you when they feel like , but dump you aside after that .

I just hate that feeling . Betray . Why ? Are all the guys the same ? Well , i know there are some who won't and I really want to thank them . But i just don't understand . Is this natural for guys to be like this ? I really don't dare to love . I've enough of being betrayed , left alone . . . I won't be dumb and believe every guy now . I won't .

Guys , are not my everything . The past , present and future . They will never be my everything .

I won't love anymore , Until the right guy unlocks that lock in my heart . . .

2J '10

At the start of 2010, i wasn't really pleased with my new class, 2J. Because we were the first batch to try out the streaming classes at sec 2. Many were upset. Like me.

But as time passed by, i slowly got used to new level, new classroom, new teachers, new classmates. From the 2nd level, we moved up to the 4th level, which was super tiring. But we got used to it now :) We were also the only batch who get to use the air-conned classrooms for 2 years :)

Me, as the class chairman of 2J, was quite irritated by the peeps at times. Because they always get me into trouble. But... that was the start of the year :)

Now, at the end of year, i really really don't bear to leave 2J. Together, we won competitions, 'bully' teachers, went for trips, gatherings... And just, together, 28 of us, won 1st for Sec 2 Inter- Class Games 2010. Even though we got 4th for soccer, 3rd for volleyball and 1st for captain ball. All this, proves how united 2J are :)

I was really happy to see majority of us attending Saturday's outing to Settlers Cafe with Mr Shahril. And I'm sure all of us had lots of fun together. Yes, we might dislike some people in class, but still all of us put together equals to 2J'10.

I want to thank all 2J peeps, Adeline, Dina, Jaaishini, Joey, Khalysha, Lavette, Min En, Mandy, Sabrina, Hui Jun, Faith, Seraphina, Grace, Deborah, Byran, Chester, Bao Wei, Dinesh, Jon, Kenneth Xu, Xin Wei, Kenneth Ma, Nathan, Calvin, Say Kiat, Eric and Clarence! And I want to say,

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

2J'10 rocks forever!!

Special Thanks to our teachers!
We love you too! and we're sorry for upsetting you. But deep in our hearts, we really love and appreciate what you all have done for us. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!

Form Teacher, Literature Teacher - Mr Cherry Chacko
Co Form Teacher -Mdm Tan Ming Ngo
English Teacher - Mr Shahril, Ms Nadiah
Mathematics Teacher - Mdm Bernice Low
Science Chemistry Teacher - Mr Lai KK, Mrs Goh LF
Science Physics Teacher - Mrs Goh LF, Ms Suhaila
Science Biology Teacher - Ms Winnie Goh, Ms Sahrifa
Geography Teacher - Mr Wesley Wee
History Teacher - Ms Gwen Ho
PE Teacher - Mr Richard Lian
Art Teacher - Ms Munirah, Ms June
Respective HCL, CL, ML, TL teachers too :)

世界上最远的距离是当你在我身边，但我却不知道我其实那么的爱你。

When I consider Your heavens,
the work of your fingers,
the moon and stars,
I wonder what you ever saw in me.
But you took me and you love me.
You have given me a crown and I'll praise your name eternally.

Amen.

:)

I've learnt that it was just a simple crush. Therefore, i got over you easily. Whereas for ....... , it took months for me to got over you. Still, you're no longer mine. I hope you will be happy k :) Though we can't be together, we're still friends k :) All the best for O'levels!

weee~! Happy over a cute sms :) So sweet! okay, yesterday had PYA with the sec 3s. stupid, i was supposed to be in Group 2, with Pris and those closer sec 3s. Then stupid guy, changed me to group 3, where i'm the only sec 2, only girl. And I wasn't close with the seniors in group 3 :(

Heard from Nic that it was pretty obvious that I'm upset, angry :P OppS! But seriously, it's like the others all allow me to remain in group 2, yet he was the only one who said i had to go group 3.
STUPID :(

After PYA, me, pris and el went Mac for ice cream :) On the way there, there was a traffic light, we were about to cross when a car appeared. We jerked and i guess our face were pretty unglam xx At Mac, Nic sms me telling me that the car was his father's and he was IN IT! OMG!!!!!!

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!

~

I once thought that you were mine but I realize you have your own life and now it's the time to say bye because I don't want to hear anymore lies.

1 week holiday after EOY

Finally after EOY, there's a week holiday :) On Monday, had slight fever so didn't went cycling with clique :( Tuesday and Wednesday stayed at home :) so guai! Thursday and Friday have parades :D

Parades were FUN! Thursday morning had to fall in at 7.30am. Me, pris, El, Nad and XY came to school at 6.30am :) But some other sec 2s were late. Which caused to have CHANGING PARADE. And seriously it suck. From half u to full u, full u to half u. TIRED! and was sweating like siao! Lasted for an hour. Then had campcraft with Ma'am Zane. Campfire preparation with Sir Jeremy. Then had to change into Full u for rifle drills. Drills were quite cool :) And a part of the rifle was 'small part'. When Sir Wei Liang said that, all of us burst into laughter. Look at how PURE we are :D

After hours of drills, we had lunch. Lunch was okay~ After lunch, rifle drills again :) Then changed into PT Kit for Games :D

Games were fun! Me, Pris, Yi Qi, Tassri, Reez, Celine, Jasmi, Gregory and Kingson were GROUP 2.

First game, Round 1- Me, Pris, Reez and Celine had to use our upper arm to bring a can over to the boys without dropping it.
Round 2 - We had to use our leg to bring it over. This is super hard! But we still managed to bring it back :)

Second game - All of us are given a dowel pole. We have to bring the ball over without touching and dropping it. So we connected all the dowel poles and brought it over :) Kinda fun :)

Third game - Me and pris were the defender. Our jobs are: we have to keep safe of the 2 twines and 2 poles. It's like dog and bone. This is the game where i got injured. Cause Jun Hao took the pole and i grabbed it back. He pulled and ran which caused me to kabomb on the floor. OUCH :(

After games, sir rayyan gave out forms. Was super thirsty and HOT! went to Mac. Suey, electricity break down. Went to buy BBT and went home :) Bathed, watched Unit tee and tracks for the next day. After that went White Sands to eat dinner :) TIRED.

Friday parade - heng, no changing parade. Early morning, muster parade. Yay! Got my corporal rank, sana and silver total defence badges :D After muster parade, had promotion test. Drills, MOI, uniform check then NPCC Pledge. Yay! scored full marks for pledge :) After promotion test, we had sing-a-long!

Friendship dance, side dance, she'll be coming round the mountain, flea, purple light.... Then birthday celebrations :) After parade, went KFC to eat with Pris, El, Quar, XY, Yi Qi, Jin Yang, Wes and Nic Lim. Later Nic Tan, Calvin, Zhan Wui and Zhen Rong came. Follow by Sir Wei Liang, Sir Jeremy and Sir Boon Hui. Yi Qi was showing us poker magic. So cool! then we started playing poker XD FUN!

The girl

The girl who seemed unbreakable , broke . The girl who always laughed , cried. The girl that never stopped trying , finally gave up. She dropped her fake smile as a tear rolled down her cheek , and she whispered to herself , ' I can't do this anymore. '

goodbye

Yup , i'm giving you up . I know it will take time . I really hope i won't repeat history again . . .
Goodbye to true love .

Boys = Jerks ?

I . . . I guess I won't get into bgr for quite long long time . Reason being . . .

Boys , whom i really trust , always end up ignoring me , or hurting me .

When i know ahem2 , i thought he will help me to forget ahem1 , and at first those often talks we had . But now . . . Ahem2 simply ignored me :( Yes , he did helped me to forget ahem1 . But now , he helped me to remember ahem1 ._.

Simply put , I lose trust in guys . I think they're just making a fool out of you . Nice to you when they need you , dump you aside when they doesn't need you . Why ? Are all the boys the same ?

I know , it's time to forget both ahems . But it won't be easy . Please don't smile at me . For I will melt and fall in love you again .

I really don't dare to trust any guys now . I'm afraid of getting hurt again . I'm tired . Tired of those empty promises , those tears . I've enough .

sobs....

I'm tired of crying.

Campfire Songs

Campfire Songs

1 2 3 4
1, 2, 3, 4
4, 3, 2, 1
Everywhere we go
People want to know / kaypoh
Who we are, where we come from
So we tell them, we are from NP
Mighty (x2) NP
Goody (x2) NP
Best kind of NP

Banana Dance
Banana of the world unite
Peel banana peel peel banana (x2)
Shake banana shake shake banana (x2)
Go banana go go banana (x2)
Banana of the world unite

Bom Chika Bom
Bom chika bom
Bom chika waka chika waka chika bom
Oh yeah, right on
Let's make it faster
Bom chika bom…..
Let's make it (slower)
Let's make it (sexier)
Let's make it (angrier)
Let's make it (no more)

Eppo E Tai Tai
O Eppo e tai tai eh ya
O eppo e tai tai ei - ya
O eppo e tai tai ei oohs
O eppo e tai tai
Eppo e tooki tooki
Eppo e tooki tooki ei oohs
O eppo e tai tai ei - ya
O eppo e tai tai ei oohs
O eppo e tai tai
Eppo e tooki tooki
Eppo e tooki tooki ei oohs

Father Abraham
Father Abraham had seven children
Seven children had Father Abraham
Some of them were tall, and some of them were short
But none of them was bright
Raise your right
Raise your left
Stamp your right
Stamp your left
Shake your head
Stick your tougue

Friendship Dance
As we walk to the left, As we walk to the right
As we walk, as we walk, As we walk all night
With a heel and a toe, And a half turn around
With a heel and a toe
And a new friend found.
As we hop...As we swim...As we run...As we skip...As we tango...As we chacha...As we duckwalk...

Five Hundred Miles
If you miss the train I'm on
You will know that I'm gone
You can hear the whistle blow a hundred miles
A hundred miles ( 4x )
You can hear the whistle blow
A hundred miles
Lord I'm one, lord I'm two
Lord I'm three, lord I'm four
Lord I'm five hundred miles away from home
Away from home ( 4x )
Lord I'm five hundred miles away from home
Not a shirt on my back
Not a penny on my name
Lord I can't go back home this - a - way
This - a - way ( 4x )
Lord I can't go back home this - a - way

Flea Fly
Flea
Flea fly
Flea fly flo
Vista
Kumbalala (x2) kumbalala vista
Oh nona nona vista
Innieminnie salaminnie oohwah luwalaminnie
Dexaminnie salaminnie oohwah luwah
Bip billy oden doden boy boy ber diden daden shh…

Flea
Flea fly
Flea fly mosquito
Calamine
Calamine (x2) calamine lotion
Oh no more calamine lotion
Itchy witchy scratchy wacky up and down my backy wacky
Itchy witchy scratchy wacky up and down my backside
Spray went the bug when I spray with my spray can phs…

Flea
Flea fly
Flea motorcar
Honda
Honda Accord Mitshibitshi Lancer
Oh no more Toyota Corolla
Driving my jaguar without a license
Last night I met with an accident
Pi po pi po pi pi poo

Flea
Flea fly
Flea fly Motorbike
Honda Yamaha Harley Davidson
Oh no more kawasaki
Riding my suzuki without my helmet
Last night I met with my second accident
Pi po pi po pi pi po

Flea
Flea fly
Flea fly banana
Goreng ah
Goreng (x2) goreng pisang
Oh no more goreng pisang
Climbing up a tree to pluck a banana
Climbing down the tree to pick the banana

Flea
Flea fly
Flea fly Math test
Formula
Addition Subtraction Multiple Division
Oh no more formula in my head
Going to classroom to take my maths test
I’m so smart so I copy from the rest
Copy copy copy copy cat

Flea
Flea fly
Flea fly McDonald
Hamburger
Hamburger Cheeseburger McChicken Apple pie
Oh no more Big Mac & French Fries
I buy a Happy Meal for my little brother
Last night I heard what my little brother say
Good times, Great taste at McDonald’s (McDonald's Tune)

Gako The Frog
Ah ray U no yo ma wah ri
Gako, gako geko piong piong
Hapalukay (x2) gako geko piong
Gako piong geko piong
Gako geko piong
Gako (x2) ga, piong (x3)
Geko (x2) ge, piong (x3)
Gako piong geko piong
Gako geko piong

Titanic
Oh . . .
We build the ship Titanic
To sail the ocean blue
And we thought we had a ship
That the water would never go through
But the lord of mighty hades
Knew the ship would never land
It was sad when the great ship went down
Oh it was sad ( 2x )
It was sad when the great ship went down to the bottom
All the husbands & wives, little children lost their lives
It was sad when the great ship went down

If I Were
If I were a carpenter's son
If I were to marry
I would marry a carpenter's daughter
More than anybody
For she can drill and I can drill
We can drill together
In the middle of the night
Drilling one another

* Keep adding parts as follows:
Farmer / dig, Ice - cream man / lick, Satay - man / poke, Fisherman / hook, Vampire / suck, Barber / cut, Doctor / inject, Prostitute /
ah etc

Peace By The River
I got peace by the river (x3)
I got peace by the river in my soul (in my soul)
I got peace by the river (x2)
I got peace by the river in my soul (in my soul)
I got joy overflowing... (in my soul)
I got life everlasting... (in my soul)
I got peace by the river
I got joy overflowing
I got life everlasting in my soul (in my soul)(x2)

Purple Light
Purple light, in the valley
This is where, we wanna be
With my dreams, close companions
With my CIs, my buddies and me

ATC, see bay jia lat
STC, lagi worse
Everyday, going training
With my CIs, my buddies and me

Going out, to see my boyfriend / girlfriend
Saw him / her with, another girl / boy
Broken hearted, back to NP
With my CIs, my buddies and me

Purple light at the warfront
This is where, my buddy lie
If I die, bury me here
With my CIs, my buddies and me

She'll Will Coming Round The Mountain When She Comes
She'll will coming round the mountain when she comes ( 2x )
She'll will coming round the mountain ( 2x )
She'll will coming round the mountain when she comes ( 2x )

Chorus
Yipee ya ya yipee yipee ya ( 2x )
Yipee ya ya yipee ( 2x)
Yipee ya ya yipee yipee ya
She'll will riding six white horses when she comes
( And so forth )
* Keep adding parts as follows:
Drinking pesi - cola, Eating ka jiang pu teh, Driving honda civic etc

There Was A Stream
There was a stream
Just a tiny winnie little stream
And the stream was on its way eh...

Chorus :-
And the moon shine high, in the clear blue sky
And all was bright and gay
Now on that stream
There was a little bank
Just a tiny, winnie little bank
And the bank was on the stream
And the stream was on its way eh...
(Chorus)
Now on that bank, there was a little rock...
... (Chorus)
(followed by boy, arm, rod, line, hook, worm, fish...)

Your Side
English:
Your side ( 2x )
Your side, your front, your back
Your side, your front
Your side, your back
Your side, your front, your back

Malay:

Tepi ( 2x )
Tepi, hadapan, belakang
Tepi, hadapan
Tepi, belakang
Tepi, hadapan, belakang

Chinese:
Pan bian
Pan bian, qian mian, hou mian
Pan bian, qian mian
Pan bian, hou mian
Pan bian, qian mian, hou mian

Indian:
Odrum ( 2x )
Odrum, munadi, binadi
Odrum, munadi
Odrum, binadi
Odrum, munadi, binadi

Toilet Bowl
Sitting on the toilet bowl
Backside feeling cold
Sitting on the seat
Squeezing out the shit
Sitting on the toilet bowl

You.

You gave me a ticket to your world and all the love I need.
You saved me like superman saved Lois.

I was wrong.

You hurt me like everybody had.
I had lied to myself.

Where were you when I needed you?
Why lift me up to drop me down?

Now I'm left with a broken heart.

Saturday

Went out with Pris and El today :D Supposedly, we're supposed to go pool with WH, Pat, Nat. But Pat and Nat have VB training. WH got something on. So the trip was cancelled :(

Okay, yeah. about like that :D

Part II

YAY! EOY are finally OVER :D

Haa, officially end EOY yesterday - HCL Oral.

Morning: 2Hours AT lessons. SIAN! But the game we played was rather challenging. Well, I didn't really regret XD

Straight after AT, went for HCL oral. Was the forth last person. So me, Kenneth Xu and Celine were playing the 'cannot-laugh game.' Walao, Ken did this SUPER ULTRA FUNNY SMILE that I lose the game :(

After Celine went, Samuel and Pei En joined us (: It was very fun with this people :D
After oral, need to meet Xue Lao Shi for China trip briefing. piang, talk talk talk........ All the way to 2.45pm. Was SUPER hungry!!

Met up with Pris and El after that. went to eat KFC (: Came back school for the tree planting ceremony. Waa, feel so honoured to present the plague to Mr Ong XD The indoor stadium was really nice!!

After that stayed back and helped El to confess to monmon <3

Last week of September, New week of October :)

Tuesday (28 Sept)
Stayed back for Chem, with El and Ranjitha. Mr Lai taught us and VB boys too. hahaha, suddenly Shi Yu came and started laughing like some witch XD cute!

Wednesday (29 Sept)
EL Paper!! Paper was okay okay lar XD shiok, after paper, me, Ken X, Nat, XW, Eric, Mandy and Lavette started to have paper ball war! Ken X started throwing paper balls at me, so .... But it was FUN! Later Sean Seah join in too (: Play until sweat like siao!

Stayed back with El and Ranjitha again (: After studying, me and El went Mac to have ice cream (: Ken X at there too. Before I left, he asked me there.
Ken: erm, tmr HCL paper 1 test what ar?
Me: gong han?
Ken: wait, you come out with me. Just you and me.

I thought he wanted to 1 Vs 1 sia XD
I went out with him, with El following (: stupid, throw paper ball at me XD throw back and ran towards the carpark (: He's so gonna die XD

Thursday (30 Sept)
HCL Paper!

Friday (1 Oct)
Happy Children Day!
After History Paper, stayed back with Pris and El. Had a very sweet <3>

Saturday (2 Oct)
Met up with Pat at 7am at basketball court.
Watched Pat and a few other guys play. Saw Wilson, Yong Hua, Xiao Pang and his bro. Play until 8+. Went for tuition. After tuition, went Pat's house. At around 12+pm, Nat came. Then XT. At first, we were studying. Then got distracted. Started playing :) Watched 'Where got Ghost?'. Sat next to Nat. Feel more secure xD Pat keep shooting things over, scare us xx XT went soon after that. Nat and Pat kept bullying me :( First they took my phone. Wanted to snatch back.... Back one hold onto me, the other one go check :( Then Nat saw a letter. I went crazy to take it back XD Guess what I did?? I JUMPED ONTO HIM XD Damn funny!! Fun! Then we went down to play playground. Then went back to watch Incredible Tales. Then went to eat :) FUN <3>

Sunday (3 Oct)
Went Grandma's house :D

Monday (4 Oct)
Lit paper! Stayed back with pris and El to study <3>

Tuesday (5 Oct)
Maths Paper 2! stayed back with El :D

Singaporeans

Okay, today i found out that actually Singaporeans are pretty considerate (: quite a surprised huh? Was on the way to Tampines Interchange to meet up with Da Jie. At a particular bus stop, after the passengers boarded the bus, as the driver was about to shut the door, an old auntie stopped him. At first, I thought he will ignore her and just shut the door in the face. But... The driver didn't. The auntie was asking him in broken sentences. He slowly figured out and answered her politely. I was amazed!

An middle-aged lady gave up her seat to the auntie. How nice (: I'm just so proud to be a SINGAPOREAN [:

new blogskin !

RAWR! weee~! changed blogskin [: all looks beautiful. but still... I've to make a choice.

missing him :P

aiya, don't know why. But I kept dreaming of you recently XD

I miss you, whitee monkey~!

LOL! don't know why. I always have this weird, special feeling whenever I see, sms, talk to you. This feeling. Is the same. and the last time I felt it was 26 January. Long ago~ But why? I don't know. Okay, I don't want to irritate nor disturb you. I will endure. Endure for 2-3 weeks. I'm afraid of being abandoned again :( Will you be the type that will just push me aside, without knowing how hurt I will feel??

my love :)

Had lots of fun with my darling, Pris today :) We talked about ..... Like we shared about our thoughts and problems. You know, it's been rather some time since we talked like this :) We even made a pact :D

With her, I am able to face obstacles and overcome them. Together with her. My twin :)

:(

I'm tired. Tired of all this. Why? Why is it so hard to find someone who truly love, appreciate, care for you? After many many talkings with Elyana, I finally let go of the past, finally watch him love the other girl. Even though it hurts, I bear the pain and look away. I tried to forcus on some other things that will make me happier. Something that will make me forget of all my pain.

“You can’t keep on loving him after he dumped you and hurt you. It just doesn’t make sense at all. Just concentrate on another guy. Delete your memories with him, one by one.”
This is what I told Elyana during one of our Boys-problems talk.

I said that to her but I myself just didn't do what I've said as an advice to her. I hate it.

And finally, I met someone else. I thought he won't be that bad compared to *blah. I enjoyed my time with him. As a friend. A close best friend. Slowly, as the time passed, I fell in love with him... Which I never expected -.- But I didn't dare to tell him. I was afraid. I was afraid of being rejected. The feeling that I had, a couple months back.

But he hurt me with a sentence. I know. He's a direct guy. Maybe he didn't mean it? I don't know... I don't dare to contact him now. But I will slowly overcome this and move on.
I miss you.

randoms XD

my week (:

weee~~! I've decided to blog once every week. Maybe on a Friday or Saturday (:

TUESDAY
Mr Shahril still not in school. EL lessons are always noisy XD Faith came to school with a right hand, index finger bandaged. hahaha, was disturbing Nathan with that. Told him to treat Faith to lunch, do her homework.... etc.

WEDNESDAY
nothing much happened. yeah. Mr Shahril still not back in school... Pris phone got confiscated by Ms Suhaila. for a while only :) Stayed back after school to discuss for History skit. wa, our group leader, Ken nerd shoe damn zai ! Have been writing the skit ever since recess over. After school still writing. After school, helped him a little lar. Sian, used 2G class cause volleyball boys using our class for self study. Me and Faith went down to get some food. Helped Ken nerd shoe to get chicken burger too.

When we came up, Nutdan asked me to go down and helped him buy. hahaha, Faith keep mocking me :( hahahaha!! I realised that i left my books under my table. At first, me, faith and khalysha went. But from outside, we saw the boys doing push ups. So we didn't dare to enter. Went back and asked Ken nerd shoe to help us.

Ken: why you don't dare go in?
Me: cause ..... Because they all look like tiger. *RAWR*
Ken stared at me and burst into laughter and ran back into the class.

we went back to class.
Me: eh... You never helped me then come back liao.
ken can't stop laughing.

Just nice, heard Nutdan. Stopped him and asked him to help us :D yay, he did :D cleared my table :)
Rehearsal for the skit. I was ultra hyper XD making everybody laugh XD

THURSDAY
Ken nerd shoe saw me and started laughing again XD AT bored bored. But the game was quite fun :D grouped with HJ, Dina, XW and Nutdan. went out with XM after school to get Bev's present.

FRIDAY
Couldn't go for NP because of HCL. what more we'll be getting back our ranks, sana and silver total defence badges :( damn sad. Went to Chung Cheng High for Lantern Festival. Quite fun. Did some cool games :)

SATURDAY
went to Teo Heng for KTV. quite fun. sand from 7pm to 11pm. whoots :D

A new term...

Term 3 is officially over and term 4 just took over :)

The daily routine took place again today. Pris was early :) While waiting for Nad to come, Elyana came. haha, miss her you know. Didn't see her for so long le :( Returned me my 5 bucks cause she's rich le XD At around 7.30, we decided to go in school first.

In class, group 7 was rehearsing their skit. Chester's finger was bleeding, gave him a plaster :) Then everybody started to chiong Maths homework. Chiong, chiong, chiong~ Suddenly, Faith asked, "Xi Jia, today no need go down for assembly ar?"

Then we realised that most of the classes were empty. So I told everybody to go down. Sian, reached canteen that time Mr Chia said, "Stop moving. Let's begin."

Wa, the crowd behind me was large. Luckily Mr chia allowed us to return to our class because the bell didn't ring :) History was okay okay. Love the current topic :D

Maths, Mdm Low didnt come!! The relieve teacher damn good, let us have fun :) me, HJ, ME, Sab, Deb, Faith, Byran and Nathan were planning the next cycling outing! decided to stay overnight at Faith's house during marking days :) can't wait!!

PE, went out of school to play basketball. Fun! While jogging back to school, it started drizzling. sigh, tempted to go cycling :P

D&T, walked under the rain :) Did key chains. Exchanged jobs with Nathan again :) He help me draw, I help him file :) It was quite boring but still entertaining lar XD

Science, BIO! wahaha!! Exciting lesson of the day :)

AT, didn't understand Mr Noah's accent at all XD had game with TSK, Nathan and HJ.

After school, went KFC with Xi Ya. stupid, Xi Ya spilled pepsi on me :(

My day out with Xi Ya :)

Yesterday went TM with Xi Ya. Was at home using com until 5pm. Yup, went Yi Ma's house to get Xi Zheng before before going TM. Me and Xi Ya went LJS to have dinner :) While Xi Zheng and daddy went home first. While eating, I saw the triplets, Jun Hao, Jun Wei and Jun Jie. hahaha, but that wasn't my first time seeing them together. But still, it's kinda cool :D

After eating, we went around shopping. At around 9.30pm, called Xi Min. She just finished watching 'Vampires Suck' with Hui Ting. Went up to arcade to look for her. On the way up, saw the triplets again! This time, I said HELLO :D hahaha!! so cute :D

Waited for daddy to come. When daddy came, me, Xi Ya and Xi Min ran towards the car and was trying to snatch for the next-to-driver's seat. Everybody was looking at us XD I reached there first, but Xi Min pushed me away :(

Reached home, bathed and helped to hang up the clothes :D

♥

Suddenly, I miss you ♥

A sudden urge to see you.

My 1 week holiday :)

hohoho!! normally, a week seems to pass by so slow. But for this week, a 1 week school holiday, time pass by so fast that I thought yesterday was the start of the holiday -.- hahaha! Okay, I should share with you all what I did for the past 6 days :)


SATURDAY(Start of holiday)
went out with Xi Min to Bugis. She had to meet up with the seller to collect the stuffs she bought from blogshop. Yeah, being the outdoor type of girl, I chose to go out with her :) The girl charged her 12 bucks for 2 necklaces - 1 is like a mouth recorder. You get to 'create' music by blowing into different holes. The other 1 is the star necklaces. If you watch 'You're Beautiful', you will know what I mean :) Xi Min gave her a 50 bucks. Well, that girl had only 10 bucks notes with her. So she charged Xi Min 10 bucks only. SO GOOD!!

After that, went Bugis to walk walk. We decided to test out new nail polish colours. I was super suey! This woman standing next to me dropped a white bottle of nail polish. GREAT!! I wasn't wearing shorts that day. I was wearing JEANS!! Yup, it landed on my jeans. Not a lot, not a little. Well, I was so shocked to react that I just stood there, with my mouth opened and staring at my jeans. I grabbed a piece of cotton and started to rub off the stains. At the same time, the 'TRY ME' nail polish remover was used up. That woman took a piece of cotton and helped me too. She kept saying, "Oh dear, I'm so sorry! Sorry!" again and again. Well, since it wasn't on purpose, I smiled and answered, "It's okay. Really."

Even though we couldn't clean away the stains, it somehow looks like a design on the jeans. Xi Min kept filling her fingers with all kind of colours powder and rub it on my face, arm, back. haha! I took revenge by doing the same :P

Went to Watsons to get plasters :) Saw disney princesses, Mickey and Minnie and Animals. We decided on the animals one. Xi Min used 1, a blue dragon one, to cover the pimple on her neck. LOL!

After those walking around in heels, we stopped at a Japanese Restaurant. hahaha, the both of us were in the mood for a buffet. Wanted to have Seoul Garden. But weekend price is really, OMG. Yup, so we stopped at this Japanese Restaurant for buffet :) We had 60 mins to eat. The food was okay. But the deserts were NICE :)

Was really bloated after that!! Went to Kinokumiya. hahaha! if you know me, yup, I'm not a lover of books. No, should be a huge lover of books. I just read books when I feel like :) We came across this book for love and the 'story' was .... FUNNY. It was so funny that I can't help but laugh out XD yeah, but it's kinda NC16.

Took a long bus journey back :) Well, it was around 7pm when we reached Tampines. I told Xi Min that nobody will be home. She didn't believe. So we went back home and ..... THERE WAS NOBODY AT HOME. We didn't have keys with us either. So we had to sit outside the house and wait. We started singing and Xi Min helped me to put nail polish :) Finally, daddy and Xi Zheng were home. Was really tired... But I still have that energy to use computer :D

SUNDAY
It was like usual. Going to Ah Ma's house, playing with cousins :)

MONDAY
yay, was able to wake up late :D Mummy, Xi Ya and Xi Zheng went to White Sands. I didn't tag along as I was going to meet up with Hui Jun, Faith and some other peeps for 4h of cycling. So I was left alone in the house. With Xi Min. We decided to order Mc Donald for lunch. Yum!!

Started to make my way to Sun Plaza Park. Joey, Mandy, Faith, Hui Jun, Deborah, Seraphina, Sabrina, Min En and Clarence were there already. Kenneth Ma came soon after that. We waited for Byran but he didn't appear. So we went cycling without him :) I was doubling with Hui Jun. It was my first time doubling. It was rather scary... But fun :D me and Hui Jun had a lot of fun time together :)

Got really addicted to Hui Jun's geek specs that I wore it throughout the day :P Our plan was to cycle to Pasir Ris Park. But we didn't achieve that because there were many problems along the way.

1) Joey and Mandy couldn't double one another.
So Clarence and Joey double instead.
2) Min En, Sab, Min En, Deb, Joey, Mandy and Clarence were really slow.
Me, Faith, Kenneth Ma, Seraphina stopped to have a break while waiting for the others to come.
3) Sab fell down.
Clarence went in a double bike to bring sab over.
4) Sab used her own rollar blades. Since she fell, she could not rollar blade anymore. Those that can fit into her blades don't know how to rollar blade. Those that cannot fit into her blades, know how to rollar blade. So someone has to share.
So it was kinda complicated. We started to change roles.
5) Rain.
We still cycle under the rain. But decided to stop at Downtown East. I injured my toe on the way :(

When the rain was lighter, we cycled back to Sun Plaza. Kenneth Ma pushed me around in a Cold Storage Trolley :) It was fun. But Kenneth Ma and Clarence were so mean. They pushed me around, causing me to scream and shout as I thought I will fall into the big drains :P

After returning the bikes, me, faith, Min En, HJ, Sab, Deb and Kenneth Ma decided to go to Seraphina's house. So that Sab can clean up her wound. Her house is very beautiful !! After Seraphina's mum helped to clean up Sab's injured knees, we make our way to T1. In the lift, HJ was trying to 'rape' me and 'kiss' me -.- kena scolding from uncle XD

me and HJ kept disturbing Faith and Kenneth Ma :P Went T1 to eat. After eating, we went to visit Byran's gf at TIMES :D Then we went to TM and got friendship bands :) but before that, sab and deb went home le. So left me, faith, Min En, HJ and Kenneth Ma. After putting on the band, we went to the arcade to take NEOPRINTS :D drag Kenneth Ma along :) 10 + pm le. Daddy came to pick me up :) bought Mr Bean Ice Cream before going home. Tired day.

TUESDAY
woke up rather late as I slept at 12 plus the day before. Went to TM with Xi Ya and Zheng to meet up with Mummy. Mummy treated us to Swenses :) yummy yum :) had eating, we went to NTUC to get Hari Raya gifts for our neighbour. So heavy!! At around 4, I went to bathe and change. Got ready to go out. Was going for the 'Fried Rice Paradise'. Sir Rayyan has tickets. So me and pris went :) we went to Esplanade. Stopped at Suntec to have our early dinner. Then it was reaching 7, so we started to walk to the esplanade.


I thought only Don Chia, Rico and Sir Boon Hui going. I was like WTH, when i saw the crowd of people there. Don Cheng, Gwen, Joey, Lucius, Jeryl, Sir Rayyan and his girlfriend. Me and Pris were amazed! But there were more. Soon, Sir Zaki, Sir Jeremy and Sir Boon Hui came. Then Don, Rico, Ellery and Jeremiah. A lot people right o.O Crap, forgot that the esplanade doesn't have reception :( cannot sms!

After the show, we took some photos and Sir rayyan said that Rico and gang had to send us home. At least to Tampines MRT. It was 11 + when the show ended. We were discussing if we should have supper. But pris wants to go home. So okay lorh. Bought Mc Donald and Daddy came to pick me up again :)

Xi Min and Ya were watching dvd when I got home. Bathed and watched with them :) but I can't help but fell asleep :P

WEDNESDAY
so guai, never go out leh :) stayed at home and did some of my holiday assignments :)

THURSDAY(TODAY)
wake up at 7.45am. Mummy bringing us to Mc Donald to have breakfast. So nice :) Got home and got ready to go out for History project. Met up with Calvin opposite school. Xin Wei came soon and the 3 of us started to discuss first. When we're done with the discussions, Faith arrived. Calvin told her 2 sentences and full stop. The 4 of us started to chat. Cause kenneth ma on the way. When he finally came, Calvin told him 2 sentences and said, "Okay, can go liao."
Kenneth was like .... WTF!

talk and talk and talk. went to Mc Donald to get some ice cream :) Faith contact HJ. So..... we went cycling again :) this time only me, faith, HJ and Kenneth ma. We cycled 2h only. But we managed to cycle all the way to Pasir Ris Park :) After cycling, we went to T1. Me and HJ ran away, leaving Faith and Kenneth Ma alone. we went to cold storage and hide. But they caught us :( went home after that :)

Now blogging and playing FB Millionaire City since Marc Marc told me to :)