As i browse through it ... i felt bad. it seems that im the bad girl who screws everything. I dont know why but im not able to smile. A real smile. Every now and then. A fake smile which i tried to, i forced to, appears. Now and then. Nothing seems to make me change. Is it just me or .... I cant bring myself to it.
Determined. yet doubting. I tried to. but i just cant control my mind from drifting away. Drifting further away.
Im pretending to be fine when im not. When i want to share with you. You somehow make me doubt if i should tell you. Every delay, means a lot. I know, to forgive and to forget. But somethings... cant be. Im really trying my best.
Maybe stoning is the best choice now. I really could spend a day lying on the sand and looking at the sky. If this can make me forget all my troubles, i would do it. I really have no idea what are you thinking. Trying to share but i just cant.
Nobody can understand this...
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