All the ups and downs, all the outings, all the sweetness, all the sadness, all the angry-ness, all the happiness - Somehow disappeared. its totally blank now.
Im totally numb. Not knowing which direction to move on, whom to rely on, whom to share all my thoughts, whom to think, miss and love of...
I tried to walk forward. But my brain just dont want to send a message to my legs to move on. WHY??
Prove to me that you love me, and i will prove to you that I LOVE YOU more than anybody on Earth.
Faking a smile, so that friends wont know that im upset. I dont want to hurt them. I know they will try to make me smile, laugh, forget all my troubles. It works. but it wont last. Maybe after 1 min of laugh, the troubles will come back. Maybe i should just continue to fake a smile and make my awesome friends think that im okay and they dont need to specially make my day.
I can hide all my troubles from all. Just this person.
He knows when i say im okay, im not. He always offered to lend me his ears. I know, i cant hide my feelings from him. Therefore, i really trust him. When i have troubles, i'll go to him and un-bottle everything. He's really nice and he will always be my special best friend
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yes, not forgetting my 2 other BEST BEST friends, which i consider them as my sisters. PRISCILLA TAY JIE YI and SITI NADHIRAH. with them, i really feel joy and happiness. Whenever im with them, i wouldnt feel like going home. All the gossiping, laughter, psycho one another with sick talks, complaining about our parents, doing stupid things together.... All these, i really appreciate them. For you guys are my one and only ones. I will never forget you all. and i want to thanks all my friends, for being there when i need you guys. you all are awesome and holds a special place in my heart
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I LOVE YOU!!
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